my blog is rotting .. so i shall do a quick update , today is a busy day for me .. just finish packing my room , now , going to prepare for exam .. later going to dye my hair , aftermath , go meiteng bday tmr working day alr T.T thats all .. bye .. btw , im fine :D
Scribbled @ 8:59 PM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
time to let go everything . its seriously the time now
thought have been coming out from my head when im studying , no longer those problem i am having , feel fuckup now FUCK UP FEELING ~!
Scribbled @ 7:28 AM
Thursday, October 8, 2009
thing is getting back alr , sorry for pearlina and guys , show u guys some temper ytd , i just cannot control myself ytd , i didnt even know why i get so fed up just becus of tht , things have got a lit bit btr , but , still , its wasnt what i wan . let time prove it bah ciaos~!
Scribbled @ 2:13 AM
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
i dunno am i doing the right thing ,
but , i have the urge to do it , no matter what ,
i know she will be angry if she know this ,
but i never expect to be anyone in her heart ,
like i said , i just wan to love someone in vain ,
i duno nid any status , i dun nid anyone to support me ,
but i just wan to have my choice of protecting you far apart .
people ask me to give up , and i almost did it , until gary
told me this , war haven even started and i am think of giving up ?
true , althought this might be a long war , even if she have a boyf ,
i duno what i can do or say , sometime , things just go goes the way
i wan it to be . but no matter what , i promise , i will always be the one
there if u wan to talk to , if u wan to beat , if u wan to vent anger on .
i dun mind doing anything for you , even if its against the law.
i know i am not good looking , i am not slim and fit , in fact i am a total
oppsite from what a good looking guy should have . i know i seems like
nth in ur heart , in ur eye , i am just a jerk that u are unlucky to have met
me , im sorry , if i am a idoit that are in ur heart . days that i am able to see
u is getting lesser and lesser. i dun wan to miss any chances of seeing you
now , i just wan to cherish everything that is able to get on with u ,
just one word some you , i will do it. remember that time , me and wr.
i really dun mind giving up any of my friends , just for you , being together
with you or not dun really matters now alr , that is becus , i promise to love
you invian , i am not a promise breaker. u really have occupy all my heart alr ,
its really haven been a very long time since this is happening. i know i am childish
at times , i know i am not wrothy to you , u are a top student , and me ?
i am just someone that are trying my best just to pass my N level to see u for
another year . u are really my motivition for everything , yes , i mean everything.
when my phone rang , my heart sank , and that is becus i know its will forever not
you that is calling me! maybe if one day u really will call me , we will not talk for more then
a min .if i tell you i dun wish u to acccept me , you wont believe it , but trust me ,
i realy just wan to protect u from far , even if u dun like , even if i dun wish to,
my action will shows everything , i know i am stupid , im an idoit , but i guess loving
you really isnt anything about studies , i dun have be to clever in order to love
someone right ? things have change , attudite toward is have change ,
you might call me silly now , but time will show everything , i guess ,
even if no one care about you , i will always be the one to be the 1st to care for you.
how i wish , when u need anything , 1st to be in ur mind is me.
i can do anything . i can try to show you care , show you concern , let you happy ,
and everything will soon be fine alr . take care my love, i will protecting you no
dad is leaving tmr , to some country which i duno which country it is ... useless me hur , have a great day at gary's house , i guess if daron were there , its wil be so much better (: afterall , we are a good clique , treeating each other as brothers:D anw , i duno what i should blog alr , tot of her are coming back , what can i do ~ , what can i say~! ciaos ~!
Scribbled @ 8:30 AM
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